pOker face prOmises

It's like had travelled back in time. A time when awakened wee hours in d morn; have thoughts of graNd-dada, and it inevitably rains. but hav promised to both that will take good care 'n live well; so not to worry 'bout eM.

recognizes this raw sting. would go about the day happily the best i could. playing with friends, enjoying good food, going new places, experiencing exciting events. but d moment does creeps up. deffered misery. good tat had taken psychology 101. too much could lead to the big-D. spirals & swings. gosh, and it's written in d cancerian stars; the "M" in eM. it's like a freaking economic cycle. perhaps should engage a chartist to better predict the troughs & stock up on chocolates as capital buffer. Maybe tat'll take care of the weight loss too.

but em must keep her word to probably one of d most important persons in life. eM really trying cherie, one day at a time. to appreciate every moment is indeed once in a lifetime. nite.